College

My life sucks alot...but at this moment in time my brothers life sucks more than mine. He cant go to college because my family isnt exactly what you would call rich. We cant afford for him to go to college. Right now he's there but since my dad hasnt paid anything yet he cant go. Tonight they might kick him out of school and send him home, but my dad hasnt figured that out yet. And he still wont pay, why wont he get a student loan? I have no idea, doesnt he understand that my brother wants to graduate the same year as me and the same time as my cousin? hes runing everything...life really isnt fair, escpeciall when you know that things can be better. Whats going to happen when i go to college? Will i be able to go to college?

New Day Has Come

Today my brother and i cleaned up the basement and everything that azora bit or had because tomorrow we are getting a new cat, hopefully. every trace of azora has been erased except from our memory...the new cat(s) cannot lick or touch anything of azora's because she had the corona virus. tonight im going to go to sleep early so that i can get up around 12:00pm and get a cat. also tomorrow a new day has come for us to ge a new cat and remember only the good things of all the other cats that have come and gone...this time we know what to do.

my firs indoor game was a disaster, i played for like 5 minutes then i went off because the fans werent on and the air was so thick and i couldnt breathe. there was this other girl who also had asthma and she used her inhaler like 5-6 times throughout the game just so that she could keep playing...for those who dont know thats called overdosing, your only supposed to use it once or twice any more and somethings wrong.oh well i do better next game!

New Year('s Day)

today is the beginning of a new year. and also a new decade.it is now 2010!! and i am also now 14!!! well i can say that i didnt get any gifts but i did get alot of hugs and i had alot of fun. yesterday for the countdown i went over to my aunts house and i was mostly downstairs talking to my cousins and my aunts. the men were upstairs playing pool. when the men came downstairs to play cards we went upstairs to play pool. it was me and my youngest cousin against my brother and my other cousin. in the end after about half an hour(we suck) my team won. then we went downstairs to watch the ball drop. it looked so big and cool that we video taped it. then after my aunt went around with a napkin and asked everyone for money...i ended up getting $49.75 for my birthday present from everyone. then today i was planning on doing homework but my brothers friends had other plans. we played soccer all day and we sang lp, rg, and bb songs all funny. man i love those guys, it like their my brothers.

tomorrow my mom said that we are supposed to go to the pound and adopt a cat. but i cant pick it my brother has to. and i told him that it has to be pretty. when we were with his friends we came up with this long list about what the cat has to look like. one of them was that it has to be green. yes it was a very long and dumb list.

i cant wait for tomorrow, adios my blog readers!