WHEN I GROW UP.....

When i used to think about what i wanted to be when i grew up, i would say that i wanted to become a teacher. this was because the most influential person in my life was and will forever be, my first grade teacher. she taught me everything that i needed to know in life and i wanted to be able to pass along the same things she taught me onto another person. a couple years ago she died and i guess i kind of made a promise to myself that i would make a difference in a kid's life when i grew up, like how she did for me. now heres the thing, i wanted to go to GMU because they have a great teaching program but i cant go to a 4 year college. the reason is because my family is losing all of our money by putting my brother through college. so my cousins came over on wednesday and we were all talking, when the subject of college came up. we then started talking about how my uncle is an air traffic controller and how he makes alot of money and stuff. that college that you have to go to for that is Beaver College. thats in PENNSYLVANIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much about me going to college with my friends. but basically my cousin and i are going to be getting an apartment (because its a community college, kinda) and we are going to be getting jobs together. It sounded like fun at first but then i realized that if i were to do this that i would be spending all of my time with her. we would be going to school together, hanging out with the same friends, and living together, and after that we would be getting a job at the same place. yeah i know life sucks for me, but i will end up making a difference in someone's life, even if it has to mean that i become friends with my neighbors when i grow up and help out their kids or something along the lines of that. i made a promise, and one thing i will never do is break a promise.