ITS BEEN A WHILE

So yes...i have been very preoccupied with my time lately, mostly because ive been slacking on keeping up with my homework. but right now is Winter Break, and we dont have school until January 3rd. and guess what, my birthday is on January 1st!!!!!! im sooo excited, even though i doubt that im even gonna get anything, but oh well. So yesterday after school my dad came home early and my whole family went to the mall. i got presents for everyone. since i know that no one in my family will ever read this i think its safe to say what i got all of them. for dad i got him some socks, but they are really soft nice, expensive socks. for mom i got her a bracelet, i was looking for one with her birthstone on it but there were none, so i got her one with mine on it. i think it looks really pretty. and then for my brother i got him a pair of shoes, his shoes werent actually that expensive, they were only about $96, then my dads present was $20 and my moms was $115.50 yes i know thats alot of money but hey i didnt get them anything for Ramadan. well i have to go, but ill be back before the year ends....hopefully, muah i love you guys :]

EVERYONE DREAMS BIG

There was a guy in my elementary school, he was in 3 of my 5 classes in elementary school, he was a normal kid, playing in recess, getting some bad grades, having problems, and having regrets...just like everyone else. from the first time i met him, about eight years ago, he had this dream, to become famous in the motorcross world, thats all he would ever talk about. he worked his butt off every day that i knew him for hours. and he always said that he would become someone people look up to. now a days that same kid is in 10th grade, he participated in the Mini O's and is now up for his picture to be in the biggest motorcross magazine in the whole of the counrty. he's nationally ranked and everything, this just goes to show that hard work pays off in the end. even though i no longer talk to him alot, im still proud of him, he made his dream come true on his own, well...with the help of his family of course, but none the less he made it. most people only dream of having their dreams come true, my old friend, knew what he wanted to do with his life, and he not only dreamed it, but made it reality. if he ever reads this, which i doubt,i want him to know a couple of things: im proud of you Kyle, and for what its worth, i look up to you, our fourth grade teacher was right, you are a dreamer, and i hope you stay that way. good luck in making it to the top, ill be looking out for you, but most of all good luck in life, i hope you continue to love life and thrive in it.

FINALLY!!!!!!!!

Ok so i finally have a new phone(after having the same phone for 4 years), its a Samsung restore. ive never heard of it but i absolutely love it. its the same size as in old phone but it has a keyboard. and i have UNLIMITED text. im soooo happy right now. i do believe that this is the shortest post i will ever post on my blog. goodnight :]

NOT EVERYTHING CAN BE PERFECT, BUT SOME THINGS COME CLOSE

so basically ill start off by saying that last night was the best friday night that ive had all year, i was volunteering with my friends at an elementary school thats down the street from my high school. we actually volunteer there ever monday and wednesday, but on friday they had a Fall Festival. after my school ended, me and my friends went and got subway to eat, it was really good, and then we went back to the elementary school where we ate.after eating we helped the teachers set up for the festival. we finished setting up around 4:30 (i think) and then we (my friends and i) started messing around and having fun. the festival started at 6:00 and my job was at the pumpkin rolling booth. basically the kids had to roll the pumpkins (as in a race) and then the first one back won a pixi stick. me and my friend working the booth kinda lost our voice, we were screaming soooo much cheering the kids on. it was alot of fun, me and my friends are planning to do the festival that they have in the Spring as well. i hope that i can do it, but i might not be able to because of soccer, unless we dont have practice that day. that was the perfect part.

now for the imperfect: Liverpool lost to Stoke City 2-0
i didnt watch the whole game, i just saw the last half. i was disappointed in liverpool, they werent playing like how they were against chelsea. that liverpool was unstoppable. they were taking all the chances they got and making smething out of them. this liverpool was playing like they didnt know what they were doing. they made bad touches, passes and even bad shots. all in all they didnt play like themselves. but everyone has a bad game, so i guess you can really blame anyone. they still have the rest of the year to prove to everyone that they are the best. or at least one of the best.

FERNANDO TORRES IS BACK!!!!

HELLS YES PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!! Fernando Torres or "el nino" as some people know him has officially come back into the game of soccer. today he demolished Chelsea with his two goals scored in the first half. the first goal was a little iffy, like something that anyone that can play soccer can do. but that second goal, omg it was amazing! that was the goal that sent every team a message that he is no longer injured and is so ready to get liverpool back into the top 5. this season is going so crazy. im actually doing an article on it for my school. like manchester united almost lost to the wolves. how crazy would that have been?!? well that Liverpool v Chelsea game made my weekend. everyone expected liverpool to lose, but they proved everyone wrong :]
"YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE"

WHEN I GROW UP.....

When i used to think about what i wanted to be when i grew up, i would say that i wanted to become a teacher. this was because the most influential person in my life was and will forever be, my first grade teacher. she taught me everything that i needed to know in life and i wanted to be able to pass along the same things she taught me onto another person. a couple years ago she died and i guess i kind of made a promise to myself that i would make a difference in a kid's life when i grew up, like how she did for me. now heres the thing, i wanted to go to GMU because they have a great teaching program but i cant go to a 4 year college. the reason is because my family is losing all of our money by putting my brother through college. so my cousins came over on wednesday and we were all talking, when the subject of college came up. we then started talking about how my uncle is an air traffic controller and how he makes alot of money and stuff. that college that you have to go to for that is Beaver College. thats in PENNSYLVANIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much about me going to college with my friends. but basically my cousin and i are going to be getting an apartment (because its a community college, kinda) and we are going to be getting jobs together. It sounded like fun at first but then i realized that if i were to do this that i would be spending all of my time with her. we would be going to school together, hanging out with the same friends, and living together, and after that we would be getting a job at the same place. yeah i know life sucks for me, but i will end up making a difference in someone's life, even if it has to mean that i become friends with my neighbors when i grow up and help out their kids or something along the lines of that. i made a promise, and one thing i will never do is break a promise.

NOT SO HARD AFTERALL

Today i had a math Cambridge exam for Algebra 2/Trig. i was expecting the test to be supremely hard but to my surprise it wasnt. it was actually really easy. there was only 1 problem that i had real difficulty with and it was the last question (i ended up leaving it blank). the question had symbols that i didnt even know existed. but whatever, i have another Cambridge exam on Thursday. this test is supposed to be harder, but for some reason i found that paper 4 was easier than paper 2. all my friends think that im a wierdo :] because i actually understand how to do the math without the use of a calculator.

today some counties didnt have school and they also dont have school tomorrow. now i dont have school tomorrow because its a teachers work day. thats basically where teachers get to put in extra grades or whatever they need to catch up on. but im really happy that i dont have school tomorrow because i need to sleep and actually im gonna go to bed right after i finish typing this.

so i guess this is goodnight, ADIOS AND SWEET DREAMS MY READERS HOPE YOU HAD A , WONDERFUL DAY TODAY, AND HAVE A SPECTACULAR DAY TOMORROW :]

A GREAT DAY

Today has been a great day. i woke up at around 9:30am, burnt my poptart, and ended up eating cereal instead. and then at 12:00 i was on my couch watching Liverpool beat Bolton. that game was amazing and i was totallu ont he edge of my seat for the whole game. i was so happy to see that Torres was involved in the goal. its good for him to get his confidence back up to where it was before his injury. so that made my day because now Liverpool isnt in the bottom 3. and then i did some of my math homework while skyping my amazing cousins and brother. after that i watched practical magic....the one with Sandra Bullock in it. i love that movie, even though my all time favorite Halloween movie would have to be Hocus Pocus. plus me and my mom walked around my neighborhood and saw people trick or treating. it was really nice to see our neighborhood so festive. i never knew so much people were into doing things around holidays. the bad news is that i have school tomorrow. but yet we get tuesday off. my cousins get tomorrow and tuesday off. life really isnt fair. they get a 4-day weekend. and while im taking my cambridge test tomorrow, working my butt of, they will be sleeping in late and not doing any work at all. but over all today has been a great day. goodnight everyone hope you had a great halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!! :]

DAYS GO BY, BUT SOMETIMES PROBLEMS STAY

This year is going by so fast, and it has no intention of waiting for anyone to take a breath. so many things are happening to so many different people and all anyone ever cares about is themselves. people hardly ever try to take a look at people and see if they can help them out in any way that they can. when i say look, i dont mean you glance in their direction and say oh they dont need my help they can do it on their own, but rather really look and see what they do need help in and ask just in case they do, dont assume; lesson for life:
you may look but but when need be make sure you see, and you may listen but make sure you are always prepared to hear.
everyone has their problems, it can be about anything: family, friends. school, job, financial, watever it may be, always remember that somewhere in this world theres someone that has a bigger problem than you. most of us have a family that we can go to for most problems and they understand us, but some people dont. and if we dont have the best family in the world then we sometimes rely on our friends. and friends can actually have a really big impact on our lives. but anyway always remember just a few things about family and friends, so that you dont end up losing the ones that you love the most:
1. they love you and only want whats best for you
2. everyone makes mistakes, family is there to listen and forgive
3. everyones family can be a bit embrassing, especially parents( i think they do it on purpose)
4. always have fun with siblings, they're the ones you're going to go to when you get older
5. respect your parents, they can somtimes be mean, but when you respect them they give you respect back
6.be there for friends, one day you will need them to
7. dont do things behind a friends back, if you wouldnt do/ tell them in front o them then dont do it at all.
8. do things with friends, it can make you guys closer and you'll enjoy life more, afterall life is short why not enjoy it
9. dont regret anything, its the biggest burden, and if you always do what your heart tells you, then there's no need for regret
10. LOVE...everyone needs love, so love everyone, make your heart open to anyone who need it.

and that will be all for today....for now...adios my blog readers, love you all :]

HOMECOMING DANCE

so the homecoming dance is today and it starts at 7:00pm. yeah so my mom painted my nails and i dont like any of the colors that she chose but i think it'll look okay. at 4:00pm im going to be taking a shower to wash my hair so that mom can straighten it and then by the time shes done it'll be around 6:00pm and then ill be putting on the finishing touches and then i'll be heading of to school. and of couse my mom (who doesnt know how to work a camera) is going to try and take pictures of me and my friends. there will hardly be any good pictures but oh well. im not exactly sure of how many times ive said this, but i absolutely love my dress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not really looking forward to wearing the heels but for now im okay with wearing a dress....and if you are one of my friends then you would know how much of a big step that is for me. well im about to go and finish up my math homework. but ill write tonight about how much fun i did or didnt have. until then......ADIOS!!!

SOPHOMORES ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well today was the last day of homecoming week. meaning that tomorrow is the homecoming dance and tonight is the homecoming game. but im not going to the game tonight. my mom told me that i couldnt go. but im excited for tomorrow because i have this really pretty dress, its black and i got it from group USA, i hope no one has the same dress as i do because that would just make the whole thing awkward. but anyway homecoming week was very interesting.
HOMECOMING WEEK:
Monday:Heritage day: i wore my TnT soccer jersey
Tuesday:Twin day:i was twins with brooke who was amazing and brought in identical shirts
Wednesday:Wacky Tacky day: i failed at this one because i wasnt wacky i kinda just wore what i was going to wear to soccer practice
Thursday:Throw Back day: i wore a 90's school girl uniform, with a white shirt n tie with a skirt
Friday(today): Break out the Blue day: i wore my blue soccer shirt and jeans

i think the most amazing thing was the pep rally. it was different than how they did it in the past. and i like it better. it was really fun/funny and everyone there had fun. people were always cheering about something and it was just a cool experience. i think that my high school is getting better on how spirited they are. and that is a very good thing.

well peoples i must go and eat some dinner that my mom made and cannot wait to be eaten.
ADIOS!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOMECOMING DANCE TOMORROW.....SO EXCITED :]

KINDA LATE

Okay so yeah this will be late news to most people reading this but yeah i was highly dissappointed when the USNMT (united states national mens team) lost to Poland on Saturday. i think the thing that got me was that we were ahead and then when Poland tied it back up we scored again and then we went ahead and let them score. when the score hit 2-2 i was so expecting USA to score again. but sadly they never did. i must say that if Landon Donovan was playing and not injured then we would have won that game hands down. im sorry if someone reading this like the Polish (is that right) team but you guys wouldnt have stood a chance. oh well what done is done.

in like and hour im about to be watching a soccer game from 1992. its England vs Brazil. im not sure whos gonna be playing but it should be interesting to watch.

and as for my article that i had to write im not sure how good it is, but to me i think that it sucks. i showed it to my teacher and then she wouldnt give it back saying that it was good enough. but i think i could have added a little bit more about the team.

and also, im not doing indoor soccer this year. my dad says that its too expensive $73 for about 2 months of soccer that im probably not going to have fun playing anyway? nah i dont think so. but i am conditioning by myself, and i think that ive gotten somewhat faster than i was. so im taking that as : im doing fine by myself. ADIOS =)

TORRES WILL BE OKAY!!!!!!!!

Liverpool striker Fernando Torres has been injured for quite a while, since after his surgery in March of 2010. he didnt play that good in the 2010 world cup and so everyones been saying that he will never be as good as he once was. that i do not believe, he is still slightly injured and people dont want to take any chances with him getting even more hurt. this was the cause of Torres coming off during the 9th minute of the game against Blackpool on October 3, a game that Liverpool ended up losing 2-1. Torres had chosen to come off early after trying to tip the ball over to Joe Cole, his fellow midfielder, and experiencing a groin injury. after the game it was said that the injury is not as bad as people may have made it out to be.

this i am happy for because i cannot wait to see Torres back on his feet playing as good or even better than he was before, and with the help of his teammates he is sure to have a fast recovery.

A BUNCH OF RANDOMNESS

okay so basically yesterday was the first Read to Lead meeting and a friend from my school and i walked down to the elementary school and we met up with the people at the elementary school that was hosting us. they told us some sad stories about kids not being able to read and a whole bunch of stuff. im really looking forward to meeting my teacher and the kids in the class. it sounds like a lot of fun and since im a complete nerd and absolutely love school i cant wait to spread my love of reading and writing with these kids who might not know what is feels like to actually have someone around them that wants to encourage them to do good in school.

and today...or more of like in about 1hour and 20 minutes im gonna be going back to my high school because since im doing an article on the volleyball team at my school i have to actually go to the game and see what its like. im bringing my camera and going to take pictures of the girls playing. im gonna try to get some of my best friend because shes on the team but it might end up in the newspaper so im not so sure about that.

but i must say, i like my blue days in school alot better than the white days. this is because those classes are all fun even though i get all my homework from those days. like for instance today was a blue day meaning that tomorrow is a white day, and i have no homework due, but on monday which will be a blue day again, i have all the homework in the world due.

im kinda guessing that i should probably go and find my camera now because i have no idea where it is. so BYE PEOPLES WHO ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS :]

RANDOMNESS

Its kinda 9:30 in the morning and i have no idea of why i am up. i normally get up at round 10 or 11. but i also am not able to go back to sleep. I havent eaten breakfast yet but i will after this because i thought i would just stay in bed for a little bit because it feels kind of cold outside of my sheets. this is also why i hate fall and winter. i hate coldness, i would rather be hot. but anyway yesterday i did the second part to my chemistry test and it was really easy. that to me means that i basically failed it because anything thats too easy i always get it wrong. and also yesterday i had my first interview. or actually i sould say interviews because i interviewed 7 people in about an hour and a half. i dont think that i did that bad i just thunk that i asked the same question over and over again. mostly because i didnt know what to ask them. i have no idea how im gonna be writing this article, i dont even know how to start it up because my lead has to be really good an leads arent my strong point.

i would watch the soccer game today but the game doesnt start until 10 and i have no idea of who is playing. but since i have absolutely no life i might just watch the game no matter who is playing. well im getting kinda hungry so imma go and eat now, ill catch you up later :]

IM GONNA BE A BUSY BUMBLEBEE

So as it turns out the test in Chemistry wasnt that hard, well not the first part at least. i am taking the second part tomorrow and i have a feeling that its going to be way harder. i had also taken a Spanish test like last week and i got that back as well and i didnt fail!!!!!! i got a 79% which im still not entirely proud of but its better than failing. Also today in school i joined Key Club with a bunch of my friends. For those of you who do not know Key Club does not make keys (even thought that what i thought it was at first) but its a community service type thing. it should be really fun, and im looking forward to it. the only bad thing about this is that i have no idea how im gonna be able to fit my homework into all of this plus during the spring i will be playing soccer hopefully(this will be explained later) and i might have to stop volunteering.

Now to explain:
see i want to play soccer for my high school but then my dad might get kicked out of the games and i dont really want that to happen.because last year the reff yelled at my dad and then my coaches dont like my dad. to be honest no one really likes my dad. but whatever i shall deal with it when spring comes. WAIT NO I CANT DO THAT AHHHHHH soccer starts in december. Damn that sucks, i might not do conditioning this year, besides i do that on my own. all that really matters is the tryouts.....or i hope... :[

SCHOOL TIME

well today i have this chemistry test that i didnt study for. this really does suck because i already have a 93% in that class and if i fail it then im screwed over. the only things that i dont know are the conversions. so i will let you know how hard this test really was.

Right now its raining really hard. most of the streets are flooded and its crazy outside. i have no idea why we are going to school in this mess because the busses are going to have trouble going up the hill anyway. but yes i guess i cant go for a run today but thats okay. i ll just have to find some other way to do these things i call exercise.

well thats about it my life is still boring, uncool, uninteresting, and completely made wack by my mom. i just cant wait until i can go to GMU to visit my brother, and then i will be able to hang out with him and some of his (good) friends.

HOWS LIFE GOING?

My life has been going by fairly fast. i have made some new friends, lost some old one, and ive even managed to keep the good ones. but all in all im okay. i love all of my classes because i always have someone to talk to and they are mostly really fun. but other than the fact that my day goes from great to horribly bad every time i go home, im actually loving sophmore year. today i only have to study for drivers ed, study for spanish, and then i have to go to bed early tonight.

my mom and i arent having a great relationship either, she wont let me cut my hair and i really want to, so therefore i cannot wait until i turn 18 and then i am donating like a bunch if hair to locks of love. im almost the perfect kid, and yet im not even allowed to cut my hair, HOW STUPID IS THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

THE FIRST WEEK

As most people know, this is the first week of school. i have to admit, this has been the best first week ever!!! last year i had to run to get from my word processing class to my spanish 2 class and now this year i dont have to rush to any classes. i can walk to all of my classes even have a few conversations here and there. i know that im never gonna be late to any of my classes unless i seriously walk slow. theres this new program at my school called Freshman Academy its really stupid because the freshman classes are all in one hallway so the freshman arent allowed to go anywhere. they are going to be answering a wake up call when they become sophmore year and they have to walk through all those people. i think that alot of people look forward to all the freedom high school has, i know i was. but i also have a bunch of friends in all of my classes. this year is going to be great, the only thing would be the classes or the homework or actually just the work in general. i know for chemistry im gonna have to actually study like with flash cards and the same thing goes for spanish. i think that imma be taking hard classes but at least i have friends to go through it with me. :]

Tomorrow is Eid so im gonna be going to my aunts house on saturday. and imma have myself a great time

SO NOT COOL!!!

Okay so as it turns out Fernando Torres scored his first goal in 10 matches on Sunday against West Brom. and i didnt even see it!!! i just found out about it, and now im mad because i didnt get to see the game. i blame this on my brother because on Saturday i had to get up amazingly early so therefore i couldnt get up early enough to watch the game on Sunday.

oh and tomorrow im gonna be hanging out with one of my bestest friends. she moved to Rome but she comes back every summer. ill let you know how that goes :]

WHERE DOES TIME GO?

A lot has happened this past year, and it feels like time is just flying by. the things have been both good and bad, things that i hope to remember for the rest of my life and also things that i wish i could just forget. this summer only has a week left and i bet its going to be going by so fast. my brother and my cousin have already started their sophmore year of college. and soon i will be starting sophmore year in high school along with my cousin and my best friends. i hope that this year goes by kinda slowly, if i want to remember something for the rest of my life i want it to be how i was in high school. people say that how you are in high school, is how you will be for the rest of your life. so, i dont know about you but the first question that comes to my mind is what kind of person am i? i dont know the answer to that yet, but i have a feeling that i still have time to come up with an answer. i was watching one of my favorite (even though i think its kinda dumb) movies and at the end the is this quote:
"do not fear death but rather the unlived life. you dont have to live forever, you just have to live."
that is something that i want to do.

ONCE AGAIN

My brother went to college today. he goes to GMU and i want to go there to. he moved it at 9:15 this morning and then he also had a staff meeting for the Broadside newspaper at 10:00am. my brother made the editor of the broadside opinion section, and im sooooo proud of him. now until school starts imma be soooo bored because i have no one to talk to and since im fasting im gonna be extremely bored.

After coming home from dropping my brother off at college, i watched the Manchester United game. they won by 3 (3-0) and the goals were really good. so then i got inspired to go for a run so i went down to my old elementary school and back. trust me it was tiring. when i came back i watched Hallmark movies. they were really good and i forgot the names of them. i also worked on my drawing of my brother on the couch. i drew the couch and then i drew him on it from memory. it looks kinda good but im not done with it yet. i dont think that i mentioned that yet....this summer in all my boredom i have figured out that i can draw! that one suprised me as well considering the fact that no one in my family can draw.

well goodnight, or should i say good morning? well either way goodbye :]

LIVERPOOL WILL GET REVENGE ON MAN CITY!!!!!!

So as you may have guessed, Liverpool lost to Manchester City, the score was 3-0. the score in my opinion should be 2-0. the last goal was scored off of a penalty taken by Carlos Tevez. the penalty shouldnt have been taken in the first place because Martin Skrtel did not foul the player. and then the other two goals (one scored by Tevez and the other one by Gareth Barry) were okay. Liverpool didnt play at their best in the beginning but towards the end of the game they were playing really good.

Fernando Torres did start the game but unfortunately he did not end the game. he wasnt at his best as i have mentioned before, but he had some amazing moments when he had the ball and the only way of stopping him was to foul him. and then at one point he almost scored. he may not be as fast as he once was or have that amazing sharpness about him but hes slowly getting there. just give him a couple of games.

WAIT

I kinda forgot to add that Liverpool did not lost to Arsenal they tied 1-1; the goal was scored by David Ngog.

What 2 Do?

AHHHHHH im bored as hell right now with nothing to do. i guess i just said the same thing twice but whatever. im considering going to bed right now because i have to get up at 4 in the morning to fast, but not to worry i do go back to bed. i would be watching tv right now but unlike most people these days i do not have a tv in my room and my brother and his friend are downstairs playing video games. and no his friend is not a girl. so it is not his girlfriend. i can work on my math summer assignment but i dont really feel like it. i think imma save that for tomorrow when i have absolutely nothing to do.its amazing how much time you have when you cant eat/drink anything.

Oh but guess what!!!!TOMORROW LIVERPOOL IS PLAYING MANCHESTER CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope Liverpool wins, they would have won against Arsenal but Jose Reina had to dive in at the wrong angle and hit it into his own goal. but trust me its not as bad as i make it out to be, it wasnt really his fault because it was going in anyway and he never had a good grip on it. and for those of you who do not know Jose Reina is Liverpool's goalie, hes pretty good.

and also FERNANDO TORRES is like 99% better so people better prepare for some demolishment at some point during this season. peoples cannot judge him on how he played in this World Cup.

Just Wondering

i just wanted to see what happens when you have 2 posts on one date :]

Rememberance and Change

Things have been changing way too much for me these days. in both good and bad ways. just to let those of you who do actually read this....this post is going to be both long and very confusing. well anyways, change....why does it have to happen? this summer i didnt go anywhere or do anything so i actually had time to really think about the way things are. in the long run i realized that of all things that changed, i changed the most. i look at problems differently and act different. my parents dont like the way i am now especially my mom, but i dont really seem to care. yes i know thats completely wrong but i like the way i am now. before i was quiet and never really said what was on my mind, but now i actually dont care about what anyone thinks of what i say. things in my house have changed, i used to spend all my time talking to my mom and now i spend it either with my brother, listening to music in my room, playing soccer, or writing in my journal. i wish that aspect of my life would get back to normal. for some reason i dont think it will. soccer and music have become the most important things in my life and i share both with the best big brother that anyone could ever ask for.

Quite a while ago i wrote a post talking about how my friend's dad died and how we went for a run together and talked about learning from people. i read this post about 5 minutes ago and it seems now that i would have enjoyed talking to his dad, he seems like a cool dude. i think i learned alot from my mom ignoring me, my brother being there for me, and my aunt/uncle/cousins being hypocrites. things that i will keep with me for the rest of my life.

Dedication #1

This post is dedicated to one of my bestest friends in the whole wide world. She is absolutely amazing and tries to do everything to the best of her ability. i dont know if she will read this or not but if she does then i just want to let her know that i miss her soooooo much and that i love her and to be safe in florida. shes like the big sister that i never had. i hope that we can keep this friendship through the rest of high school and college. shes the one person that i can trust with any of my secrets. and if she is reading this then: i will let you know if i am dating anyone because i know that you wont judge them, and you wont make me choose between you and them. but not to worry, you will be the first one to know if i do happen to find anyone.

The american dream, my dream

It's finally coming true. the dream that any soccer player would want to come true, the United States of America has made its mark on the world when it comes to soccer. we were once the country who would be expected to get knocked out of the World Cup during the group stages, but now, now we are expected to do something, go somewhere. Thanks to players like Landon Donovan, Clint Dempsey, Jay Demerit, Tim Howard, and Steve Churondolo, this world cup we made a statement. the thing is, to have a good team, you have to have good players, america is now getting those good player like those mention before and others(whose names i cant spell and to lazy to find out) so that way those good players can help the young players to get even better than them. maybe one day in the distant future womens soccer will be taken seriously, just maybe.

Hahaha Wow

Well it has been some time since ive last written and alot of things have happened. some good and some bad, but thats how its always been. this weekend was the highlight of my summer when my mom was invited by my aunt to go on a trip to New York. While they were in New York i was with my cousin home alone and we did a bunch of crazy things that include me pretending that i had a british accent and tricking her friends. it was really funny but i couldnt believe that they actually fell for my accent. my vacation lasted 3 days and thats it. and now summers almost over and i cant wait for school to start.

Ramadan started on Wednesday, and that means that fasting has started as well. i counted the hours that we fast for and we fast for 15 hours straight. i know that some people go for 30 hours or somewhere along the lines of that but thats only for one day, we have to do this for a month.

well adios

Today: Best or Worst

Well lets see how this works...well its been snowing for a while so that my backyard has about 2 feet of snow. my backyard also has a huge hole in the snow because the water from the pipes in my backyard melted all the snow around it. I wanted to go and played in it because it all looks so peaceful and i cant have that at this momnent. i wanted to mess it all up but then...while dad was shoveling the driveway his friend call and said that they had no power. so dad said that they could come over and they did. but the thing that got mom pissed off is that he said that they were sleeping in the main bedroom. So mom had me take everything out of the bedroom (valuable stuff only) and then put them into my room. and then they have a son, hes 10 years old and he wanted to go play in the snow. so mom had to go and say that i wanted someone to go play in the snow with...so if i go back downstairs then i might actually have to go and play with him. Im 4 years older than him!!!! and another thing is that they bought their cat Susie or something like that. now our cats have to stay upstairs so that our cats dont fight each other. DUDE thats so wrong!!!! ahh i hate this, so they might be here tomorroe also, im normally not like this but i dont know them at all, and they....just chose the wrong day to come here.

also just for mentioning, i wrote a song and it has to be the best song i've ever written. Its so truthful and honest, if someone were to read it they would know more about my life than i've ever told anyone. But its full of things that i would never want anyone to read because they might look at me differently. feel sorry for me. And i dont want that, but that song..... its amazing. Not only that but its a rap, not a song. and its the only thing that i let get me vurnable.

College

My life sucks alot...but at this moment in time my brothers life sucks more than mine. He cant go to college because my family isnt exactly what you would call rich. We cant afford for him to go to college. Right now he's there but since my dad hasnt paid anything yet he cant go. Tonight they might kick him out of school and send him home, but my dad hasnt figured that out yet. And he still wont pay, why wont he get a student loan? I have no idea, doesnt he understand that my brother wants to graduate the same year as me and the same time as my cousin? hes runing everything...life really isnt fair, escpeciall when you know that things can be better. Whats going to happen when i go to college? Will i be able to go to college?

New Day Has Come

Today my brother and i cleaned up the basement and everything that azora bit or had because tomorrow we are getting a new cat, hopefully. every trace of azora has been erased except from our memory...the new cat(s) cannot lick or touch anything of azora's because she had the corona virus. tonight im going to go to sleep early so that i can get up around 12:00pm and get a cat. also tomorrow a new day has come for us to ge a new cat and remember only the good things of all the other cats that have come and gone...this time we know what to do.

my firs indoor game was a disaster, i played for like 5 minutes then i went off because the fans werent on and the air was so thick and i couldnt breathe. there was this other girl who also had asthma and she used her inhaler like 5-6 times throughout the game just so that she could keep playing...for those who dont know thats called overdosing, your only supposed to use it once or twice any more and somethings wrong.oh well i do better next game!

New Year('s Day)

today is the beginning of a new year. and also a new decade.it is now 2010!! and i am also now 14!!! well i can say that i didnt get any gifts but i did get alot of hugs and i had alot of fun. yesterday for the countdown i went over to my aunts house and i was mostly downstairs talking to my cousins and my aunts. the men were upstairs playing pool. when the men came downstairs to play cards we went upstairs to play pool. it was me and my youngest cousin against my brother and my other cousin. in the end after about half an hour(we suck) my team won. then we went downstairs to watch the ball drop. it looked so big and cool that we video taped it. then after my aunt went around with a napkin and asked everyone for money...i ended up getting $49.75 for my birthday present from everyone. then today i was planning on doing homework but my brothers friends had other plans. we played soccer all day and we sang lp, rg, and bb songs all funny. man i love those guys, it like their my brothers.

tomorrow my mom said that we are supposed to go to the pound and adopt a cat. but i cant pick it my brother has to. and i told him that it has to be pretty. when we were with his friends we came up with this long list about what the cat has to look like. one of them was that it has to be green. yes it was a very long and dumb list.

i cant wait for tomorrow, adios my blog readers!