Funny days such as today

omg today was hysterical! i was hanging out with my brothers friends and they were talking about me dating. then the youngest one asked what would happen if one of them dated me. everyone looked at him and then started to laugh. i just looked at him and then he said that one of my brother's other friends asked him to ask. so now im wondering who really asked... its a nice mystery considering they all do crazy crap to me.

after me, my brother, and two of his friends were coming back to my house to play demon souls when we saw one of my brother's and my friends drive up our driveway. he came into our house and then went and gave my mom a long hug, after the hug she asked him why he did that, he said because he has no place to sleep. his parents stopped sending him money to pay for college so he moved out so that he could save his money for college. right now hes downstairs watching tv.

my life can suck,, but right now at this very moment, my life couldnt get bettter than this:
everyone i love in a house that i know is safe(i didnt like where he used to live)
everyone happy
everyone enjoying life including me!

adios people who read my blog and wonder what my life is like!

days like this

One thing i can say for sure is this, i love each and every one of them. they are nice and no matter how cold it is outside its amazingly warm. i love my laptop more than the people who got it for me will ever know. (to someone who doesnt like to read long things, i would consider not reading this). this laptop is more of a place of getaway. i can come on and know that the things i do on here are never going to be seen by anyone else besides me. this is the one thing i know i can trust. my mom might know my password but why would she ever want to come onto my laptop? she has no reason to. most of my stuff are unlocked and its not like im doing anything bad on it. but at least know i can go on my blog anytime i want to and know that people cant read anything i say unless they know the website.

yesterday i saw this girl talking to her parents about how she wanted a laptop now and how she wanted one for college. i dont know, i dont want another one for college, i just want this one. i want to get to know this one so well that i dont need to ask anyone for help with anything about computers. if i were to get another computer then i would need to know everything about another computer and it takes a while for me to get used to electronics.

well today has been the most bestest day ever! i got to see alot of people most of which were my borthers friends. it was cool thought playing soccer and talking about random things(which really does get random with guys). but it was kinda weird being that i was the only girl there. it didnt start up that way but thats how it ended. it was funny because at 3pm i went inside one of my brothers friends house and started watching One Tree Hill and then they all came inside wondering where i was, it was at the part when Sam was at that dudes house when she wanted to go back home and then my brothers friends were like they feel sorry if anyone were to ever mess with me. to be truthful i do to. with my brothers friends there are 5 mma martial artists,
2 black belt taeqwando artists, and like 4 of them that work out on a punching bag like every day. it would be very painful for that person. well that all for today. adios people who read this!

Christmas

Where to start...well how about the fact that i went to my cousins house. we had a christmas dinner and saw Sherlock Holmes. its a really good movie and i would see it again if i had to. the day after christmas me and my family took a bunch of pictures (some of the good ones can be found on www.facebook.com) they look kinda cool. well i got a laptop(sony vaio) and i absolutely love it. except for the fact that me and my brother have the same exact one. and if the person who got my friend the Kris Allen cd she loves it and says thank you. and to the same person who got my other friends the soccer ball they say thank you. and also to that same person im going to give you your present on monday at school.

my birthday is on friday, thats like 3 days not counting today!!!!! well actually its 2 days because its 12:33am so yeah 2 days not counting today. im so excited a new decade is about to start!! wow im living for something so cool.

also american idol starts in a month

white colllar starts back in January, and is now going to be on tuesdays instead of on fridays.

Thanksgiving

Ahhhh.....where to begin? Well you see, i know thanksgiving wasnt yesterday, but whatever! so i went over to my cousins house around 2:30pm and then one of my other cousins and i went and blew up like 29 balloons and decorated their basement. it looked really cool. soo we ate and ate and watched movies and everything. and then at 9:00pm another one of my cousins came over to their house and took all of us to see New Moon. well new moon was way better than twilight but it could have been wayyyyyy better! then we went to see if any stores were open (because then it was black friday.) and me and 2 of my cousins had to go back home while my brother, mom, aunt and 2 older cousins went shopping. i got alot of dvds and i also got a digital picture holder keychain thing. yeah its cool, but my brother bought me everything, so thank you breda!!!!

You Would Never Believe

Today i realized something that i would have never known otherwise. I was talking to my mom and she was completly ignoring me. that hurt me badly because she never ignored anyone, and then my brother called and my mom picked up the phone and he called my cell phone because he wanted to talk to me. he said that he was coming home this afternoon and he needed some money. so i put out the money and he took it without my mom knowing. then she went through my money and asked where 40 dollars went. i told her about the phone call and everything because i didnt know she would get mad, after all he my brother and hes never done but help me when i needed it. she yelled ans screamed and me then she told me the thing i will never forget for the rest of my life:
"I never loved you for you took away half of our family, but i always trusted you and today even that was lost, i trust the people on the internet more than you"
i went to go for a run after hearing that, but i couldnt seem to run i just felt like crying. i just got back home at 6:40pm this happened at 2:13pm.

Live Today Like No Other

Today...well actually just now my running person gave me this really good "speech". See his dad just died and even though is parents are divorced and he lives with his mom and his step dad he said that he loved his dad more than anyone hes ever met. he spent all of his time with his dad whenever he could. he said that his dad used to tell him stories about how to live his life. not as in judgement but as in his life stories. he said that he learned more about his dad then, than hes every known. he said that if only hed known his dad better he might have visited his dad more often or gone to him for more things, life lessons maybe. we sat out by LSP(leesylvaina state park) for about an hour. after he told me everything we sat in silence and then i couldnt stand it... i laughed. yes i know it sounds so stupid but its the truth. and after a while of me laughing by myself he joined in. people biking loked at us as if we were strangers...well we kinda are bu not the point... when we got through our laughing he asked me why i laughed, at first i wasnt sure but then i really thought about it. i laughed not to make him feel good but to make myself feel good. i have lost so many people in my life that i never actually thought about all they had taught me. just recently i lost one of my closest friend to one of the evilest things in the world...revenge. she wanted to beome friends with my friend Brookie but she never got the chance to. while she was in the hospitol she wrote Brookie a letter. but until today i never realized that the letter was really to me. it was a thank you letter. it was a letter to keep Brookie and me together throught all of lifes ups and downs. she knew that i would never keep it to myself and she also know that one day im going to want to read it but if Brookie and i arnt friends anymore then i will never be able to read it. when i was laughing i was more of laughing to release all of my sadness and fill it with the thought that all of my friends and family that have died they died with reason, with pride and honnor for themself. in life thats all we need plus good friends. so thank you Chris for telling me about your dad and laughing along with me when on a day like today you should be the one crying.

Music and Cats

Well...lets see... today we had our fiesta and it was awsome. after everyone got their food and sat down i realized that i didnt have a seat so then i sat on the ground. and then me and one of my other friends took out the laces of their shoes and then redid them. it was really fun even though it might sound foolish.

Right now i am listening to Em. dude i am obsessed with him. especially one his older songs like Mockingbird, Lose Yourself, Toy Soliders, and Slim Shady. he is amazing!!!! the best rapper ever!
i always mean to update my songs but then as soon as i sign in its almost as if i get brain washed and then i forget all of the songs. my brother and i are writing songs for his band consisting of 3 more of his friends. they sound amazing and i said that if they actually tried then they might make it big.

A year ago one of my cats found a mother cat and her babies under my porch steps. we fed them and gave them water and milk then they left. we saw that a couple of the babies had died and then ther were only 3 babies. then my cat died. we got another cat and tonight one of the babies that survived came back to my house. my cat started meowing its life away. she sounded just like my cat that had died it almost made me believe that he was still here. the baby cat wasnt with its mom and it looked so much older and sooo cute. we put food out figuring that it probably wanted food. we never checked t see if it ate anything but im happy to know that at least one of them survived.

Ahhhh.....soccer and then a party

Well we finally had our soccer meeting. we are going to be starting a indoorsoccer team with the people who are going to be doing conditioning. but it costa 70 bucks. not sure that my dad will let me play but i am even if i have to pay for it myself!!!

I am running again and i now have a running partner.and guess what hes my new neigbor. so yah we basically go for a run, go to his house to get a drink(for the fact that he has gatorade) and then we go into his backyard and pass around and talk.the reason we dont play in my backyard is because its soooooo messed up!!

I was just watching a game from earlier in the year it was Liverpool vs.Man U. liverpool won and it was s cool. i LOVE Fernado Torres, guesswhat my running partner does too!! so yeah.....

on Friday my spanish class is having a fiesta!!!oh yeah.....but its going to be cool!

Resentment-horrible but yet we always do it

Its amazing how people can live their life, each and every day no matter how much they're suffering. people everyday find out new things about theire life but yet they go on. they live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it. how do they do that when the rest of us who hardly have any problems in our life, find it difficlut to live in the moment. we take each and every moment for granted saying that tomorrow we'll do this, next week we'll do that. but what if tomorrow never comes? what if next week what we wanted to say or do would have changed the way something ended. school shootings happen... its not something we necessarily think about but it does what happens if next week some one gets mad... to mad to deal with life and they decide that the only way todeal with the situation is to end it themselves. do they actually think about what could happen? do they know what they're doing? RESENTMENT is a word teachers and other people in our schools would like us to think about and what it really means. but what does it really mean?at http://www.dictionary.com/ it means the feeling of displeasure. but is that all it is? or is there more to it? i think there is. everyday we go to school we see someone we know walking the halls alone but yet we dont say hi...why? do we ever think about the fact that maybe that person is having a bad day and noticed you as you were walking looking at them...or how hurt they feel when you walk straight by them and say hi to another one of your friends that both of you know? in the classrooms when we have a group assignment we always pick either the same people or we alternate our friends...but what about the other people? the people who have no friends in the class...who dont have a partner when it comes time to have one? maybe we should talk to them one day. no take that back, not one day how about the next time in the hallway? we never think about other kids who probably have it worst than us.

Whoops

i forgot to add something yesterday. when i was over at my uncles house playing soccer he asked the team if we knew what ADIDAS ment. none of us knew so he told us
All Day I Dream About Sports- i'm not sure if thats true or not but it works for me!

so far this summer

i stayed over at my cousins house for a month and 6 days. my cousin invited me to play indoor soccer with her and her team. so i went and my first game had to be the worst game i have played since i was nine. it was so embrassing but we all sucked. by the end of the season i was one of the best on the team. throughout the whole season i had so many opportunities to score but i never did it always bouned off the wall and someone else scored, it used to get me so mad. the second-to -last game i was goalie. goalie is the one position you do not want to put me in. i let in 5 goals in like 2 minutes. at the last game i was MAD because the girl was trying (and failing) to push me off the ball and she ended up punching me in the ear. and now my ear hurts still. but by the end of the game she was injured worse that i was.
note to everyone:
when playing indoor soccer and you get someone mad never go the wall. you will be hurt.
somewhere in the middle of the season my cousin had orientation for Virginia Tech and both my aunt and uncle went with her so my brother had to "babysit". the first night we had to walk the dogs four times around the culdasac and 2 times around the block because one of their dogs wouldnt crap. it was so dumb. but with my brother a a babysitter it was awsome.

tomorrow we are going back over there because mom and my brother were invited to go to the American Idol concert at the verizon center. but marisa and i arnt going because there arnt enought tickets. so we are going to be staying home by ourselves.

also i made a scrapbook for my brother. it has pictures of him from 1st grade to 12th grade and graduation pictures.it looks really good but now everyone has to put their comments on to the page. but i know that he'll like it. BYE!!!

Graduation:The end of one journey, and the begining of another

well my brother graduated from Potomac High School on Saturday and around 10:30 a.m. my cousins and my aunt came with us and it was really fun. the whole time it was really hot. and my brother would never look at us no matter how loud we called his name. when he got all of his stuff he walked off of the stage and started walking to his seat when his stuff(the things you put around your neck) fell off. and we started screaming at him and he finallly realized what happened. it was really funny. one of the cousins that came to see his graduaton is graduating from Heritage High School on monday(the 22) and we are going to see her graduate. she lives in leesburg.

i am graduating(having an award ceremony) tomorrow. there's going to be alot of talking involved.

only four more years of school left for me. well not including college. my mom thinks that so sad but i dont really think so. my brother's going to leave for college sometime in August. that day might be a little sad, i dont know, for my mom it will be but i know that my brother will call home every once in a while. and he will come home with is friend to get some real food

well thats it for now Adios!

Shopping!

Yesterday Brookie and i went shopping to find dresses(and shoes) for our eighth grade dance. so since my soccer game was canceled we met up at Group USA at 1:00 p.m. we ended up going to this store called Glory first. we both found like 3 dresses and tried them on. my favorite dress was a red halter top one and brookie looked really cute in this purpleish-pinkish one. then we put or dresses on hold and went back to Group USA. i found 3 dresses and brookie found 4. my favorite one there was a blue one but it was kinda short. Brookie ended up buying one of her dresses from Group USA and the other one from Glory. i bought my red halter dress from Glory. that took about 2-3 hours. then we took forever to find heels because everywhere we went the heels were like 10 inches high! but we found them eventually. then we started bugging my brother and his friend and failed horribly at that. and we went back home around 7:45 p.m. that's 7 hours in the mall. thats the longest i have ever been in the mall.

How Stupid!!!

Yesterday i had a game at Graham Park. they are still an unbeatable team.they beat us 2-5. i thought it was 2-4 but my mom said that it was 5. we did pretty good in my opinion. the first half just wasnt our half. i think i played pretty good but i think MVP of the game would be Arnellia Ivy. she was amazing yesterday. Graham Park's record is 9-0 ours is 4-1-4. there is no championship game this year because of the fact that on one can beat Graham Park.

we have our party today and then we have our last game against Godwin on Monday.Monday is our makeup game and my whole team siced about that game.

Good and the Bad

Bad news first. yesterday i got beat on the soccer field almost every time number 6 on the other team got the ball. she is really fast i caught up to her like once or twice but that was pure luck.

Good news next.Yesterday we beat Woodbridge 1-0. that is the first time we EVER beat Woodbridge in the history of our girls soccer team. if Woodbridge lost to Graham Park twice then my school could be going to the championships, if they didnt then Woodbridge and my school are tied for second place with Graham Park in first.

It turns out that all of my friends that i wanted to come to my game yesterday,came. so thanks you guys.

our next game is on Tuesday against Godwin. we can beat them if we wanted to. they arent that hard we just have to be a smidge more aggressive.

Who Would Have Ever Thought....

OMG Kris Allen won american idol! ok i know that i totally love him but i honestly didnt think that he would win. but he did and me and my brother were in shock for a couple of seconds when Ryan said Kris. i am going to buy Gokey's cd and Kris's. my aunt is so mad because she wanted Adam to win. but oh well. Kris is amazing!!!

Today i am playing woodbridge again i think we can beat them if we really tried. our foward lin just needs to buck up and actually try to score.

i sucked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dude! we played Graham Park yesterday. it was a horrible game on our part. we only lost by one but that one goal wasnt even that great.their players were dribbling all around us and controling the whole game. our fowards almost never even got a shot off. their defence isnt even that good, its just their foward line. we were all scrambled. and then along with that i had a miny asthma attack because a girl punched me in my back. but i ended getting back in the game because another girl wanted to come out. i played horrible!!!! i was everywhere but yet i still sucked. that had to be the worst game i have ever played in a long time. we have a game on thursday against woodbridge. that game is going to be a good game to see.i wish my friends would have come to that one instead of this one. our record is now 3-1-3.

Ha ha

Guess what?! We potomac middle school beat Fred Lyn 3 or 4 to nothing. i couldnt see the goals because i dont play with my glasses on. i could have swore that we were going to tie to them. but i am really happy now. for the past TWO years our record has been 1-1-8 but now our record is 3-1-2. we actually beat teams i mean our soccer team is only getting better. maybe next year when i'm in high school potomac will make it to the championship. but then again the wont have me, kristen, and amanda on the team so then they might actually suck. but i highly doubt that. tomorrow we are playing Graham Park. they are the only undefeated team. i wonder if we can tie with them?

well...

we lost to rippon yesterday 0-1. they scored during the last 40 seconds of the second overtime. we(the defence) always got the ball up to the fowards but they would never take the shot it got so fustrating. well we play fred lyn on monday so we might win against them. and then we play gram park on tuesday and then we play woodbridge again on thursday. the first time we played them it was a tie 3-3 and yes we went into overtime. i think that i like playing woodbridge and godwin because they are about level with us with skill. i hope that my some of my friends can make it to my woodbridge soccer game. it will be the best soccer game in middle school history!

i'm sssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooo mad how gokey got out of american idol. but Adam is going to win anyway so i guess it doesntreally matter anymore does it. becase people nowadays isnt really voting because of how good they sound but on how cute they think that person is.

Guess what i just ran around my block twice. the first lap was 110 seconds and the second lap was 105 seconds. so i ran 3/4's of a mile in a little bit under 4 minutes. ha i am amazing. i want to try out for cross country next year but everyone's saying that i shouldnt or that i wouldnt make it because of my asthma. i dont know if i should try out anymore, i mean i do run about 2-3 miles on saturday but i cant really imagine running that everyday!

Dude!

Have you seen American Idol? i was so mad that adam didnt get out. i wanted the top three to be Kris, Gokey, and Allison. but oh well. i want the top two to be:
1.Kris Allen
2.Danny Gokey
but if i had to pick my favorite out of both of them it would be Gokey. i really want him to win.

i really want to play my soccer game today but i most likely wont because it rained alot last night so the field is probably really muddy and messed up.

So Far

Ok so far i've played four soccer games. two for the school and then two for PWSI. my first game for PWSI we lost 1-4. our second game we won 4-0. then my first school game we won 5-0 against Rippon. and then for our second game we beat Fred Lyn 2-0. the problem with my school team is mostly the defense. i'm right fullback so yes i can be saying that. when people on the other team bunch up and come at us all at once(Fred Lyn) then we get totally screwed. but we(i) end up clearing it up anyway. the reason i put "i" in parenthesis is because if someone's in trouble then the kick it over to my side so that i can kick it up even if i have a person on me. on monday we are playing Woodbridge. i have a feeling we might lose by 1. that would suck if we really did.

My favorites in american idol have changed. now its just Kris and Gokey (i call danny gokey).

OMG!!!!!! HELP

Yesterday my brother and my dad had their boys night out(and in because they stayed the night), but it wasnt just them it was also about four or five of my brothers friends. now my dad consides it tradition to bring along one or two girls with them(to keep them out of any real trouble) so when they were deciding i walked downstaris and then one of my brothers friends pointed to me. well since they couldnt bring their girlfriends i went. some people think that guys dont like to spend money but oh my gosh i spent money on everything!(my dads money). we went bowling, i didnt win but i didnt lose. then we played soccer, on this really nice field, then we ate dinner and then we had milkshakes and ice cream and cake. abd then we played this one really stupid game that i hate. and then we played monopoly and everyone ended up hating me because i wouldnt trade any of my places with them. then we took free kicks in my backyard. and then we watched a bunch of movies and stayed up untill five in the morning. now my mom has this rule where i hae to sleep downstaris whenever my brother has friends over. and i get to spy on them. so i slept on the couch and they had to sleep on the floor. it was really cool! even though it most deff. wasnt ment for me. i am spending so much time with my brother i am going to miss him so much when he leaves for college. why did he pick now to start being nice to me?

Spring Break

well lets see, i wrote about 2 songs and they sound really good when my cousins sang them. all of my songs except for a couple of them are about real things. so ya. i went to see Taken(the movie) it was really good. my whole family liked it except for my dad, after the movie he said that i am never going over seas by myself ever. i hope he was joking because i really want to go to Japan. Actually me and my brother want to.

I went to the longest run i have ever ran before. im no sure if that made sense or not but i dont really care. i went from my house all the way to Port Potomac and back TWO times. i wasnt alone my brother and on of his friends went with me. this might sound crazy but i absolutely love to run.

Once Again

ha ha i made the soccer team for my school again. tryouts were on tuesday,wednesday, and thursday. we have 16 people on the team. and then we have 2 managers. i would like to say congrats to all of my friends who made the team that they wanted to this year. that was worded really badly but oh well. those sports could be in the fall, winter, or spring; congrats for making it. alot of people tried out for soccer 38 people to be exact. this year we might actually win some games because the team looks pretty good.

Parents Are The Best!

well first i would like to say happy birthday to my mom. she is the bestest mom ever except when i totally disagree with her wich is not often. thats a lie we almost always disagree but we always end up laughing about it after.

now i would like to thank my daddy. see at first i wasnt going to be able to try out for school soccer because i didnt get my physical done yet. my mom said that i shouldnt try out this year and my daddy was like "no she is going to try out" and now i am going to get picked up early from school and get my physical done. my daddy is AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

American Idol

every year at the begining of hollywood week. i always pick some people that i think will make it really far. this year all six of the people that i picked have made it to the top nine so far. my favorites are:

1. Matt Giraud
2. Kriss Allen
3. Danny Gokey
4. Anoop Desai
5. Allison Iraheta
6. Lil Rounds

last night i watched american idol and i was really happy that michael got kicked off instead of matt. so go american idol!!!!!

school

well i finally checked my mail and guess what. i am in cambridge at potomac high school. go me!
i want to say congrats to all of my bestest buddies that got into the school that they wanted.

stuff

yesterday was totally amazing because i was going for my run around my block and up this hill that is across from my block. and then my brother started running with me because he had to tell me that my mom and dad were going to the mall. i didnt want to go so i kept on running and so did my brother. then when we were going up the hill a bunch of my brothers friends were doing something and they all joined us. the people playing outside were watching us whenwe were going around the block. it was just like this big group of people running. some kid said that it was like watching a marathon.we went round my block ten times. it was so much fun.

nothing new

well since my brother is going to George Mason for college he has to live there for his freshman year. so he will be gone in about five months. i dont know if i should be sad or happy about it. im kinda happy because then i can get almost anything i want and i will get e whole bunch of money, but then im sad because he's my soccer buddie and we play soccer every single day. sometimes his friends come over and play but only sometimes. and when we play its like our moment we tal about everything; our friends, our teachers, soccer, our cousins, and anything els that might come up. without lying i can honestly say thatmy brother know me better that my mom does.

well its good to see that my friends found my blog! isnt it totally amazing awsome!i thought you would have lost the paper but you didnt GO YOU! and i also saw your blog. it is different jk jk.

one day when i was playing soccer with my brother i had an asthma attack. we were just playing for about 30 minutes and the BOOM! everything turned out all right but then my bro went and told my mom what happened. my mom said that i might not be able to play soccer is my asthma's gettin that bad. but the thing is, its not getting bad. oh well

this sucks

so basically the USA is like broke. so therefore our county is getting so sucky. this is the last year they are going to have middle school sports. i mean that doesnt affect me because i'm in 8th grade, but this one does, in high school you have to pay 50 dollars just to try out for the team and if you dont make it then you just waisted 50 dollars.

my friend who moved to Italy last year came back for a week. there in Italy they have this thing called "ski week" and everyone goes sking. but she came here instead. she came back on Friday and i first saw/hung out with her on sunday. we were in Potomac Mills and we were kind of shopping and just having fun. we had a great time and it was so cool. because it was as if she had never left and we were just there just for the heck of it.

i havent forgotten

i'm still here. but see i went on a little trip and i didnt really have internet access. so ya. well now i'm back and have alot to catch up on. such as school work and now i have to work even harder to make the soccer team.

my brothr got into George Mason. so go my bro!!! we(my family) are so very proud of him. but he is still waiting on the results from the University of Virginia. but at leat he has a back up college to go to.

i hate when people accuse someone od doing something that they are not even doing. it is so annoying when you always have to explain everything you do. i mean how would you feel if after everything in your life you have someone who is always questioning whatever you do? it is really annoying just in case you didnt know.

something else that is so annoying is that when someone wants to be more than a friend but you dont want to be. well actually he's more like a brother to me. and he wants to be my boyfriend. and then whenever you tell hime something that is true such as"he's not your whole life" he goes all beserker about how he's going to make you life so miserable. and how you have to keep on apologing just to keep his friendship. that is also really annoying

catching up

hey all of you people! i totally havent forgotten about you so dont be getting all mad or anything. so first of all i would like to go back a couple of days to Thursday Jan. 15,2009. on this day igot my first kiss. it wasnt a real real kiss it was kind of a kiss on the cheek but hey its still something. they guy totally suprised me. we were by his locker and then after closing his locker he "kissed" me. so my fist kiss.

then before that midterms. yes i have already started on my midterms. i have done two spanish midterms. one of them was for listening and the other one was for an oral. for my oral i got to do a mini-mi. i think i did horrible but i ended up getting a perfect score. then for the listening one i thought i did great and i was right i also got a perfect score on that one. then today i have to take my first part of the World History midterm. the first part is basically a map with numbers on them and then you have to say which place goes where. that should be really easy.

on the 13th of this month it was the first day of American Idol. i have watched all of the shows so far, but i havent found anyone that i really like. last season i like Jason Castro, he didnt win but he made it pretty far. but last night i saw this guy that sings really good his name is like Adam something. and he sounded really good.

last but not least is the inauguration of Barrack H. Obama. i watched it from the begining till the end. my mom totally hates how the new first lady dresses so my mom was going crazy about the whole yellow dress and green gloves thing. but did you notice how Obama messed up when saying his inaugration thing? well he did and i would have been so embrassed. but whatever. they nver showed him messing up in the news but my family recorded it so we have the real thing mess up and all. well he became the president at 12 o' clock even though he wasnt inaugrated yet, its because of something written in the constitution. but then he was inaugrated at 12:04. so ya Go Obama!!!!!!!!!!

new years day

today is my birthday. and it totally sucked. i only got one present and it wasnt even from a family menber, it was from my dads secretary. this morning i had to make my brother lunch, and make myself lunch. it wasnt fair! and then my mom didnt get me anything. my brother didnt get me anything and i had to do everything for him! what kind of birthday is that? then my dad came home and he didnt get me a birthday present so he took me and the rest of my family to the House of Dynasty. then we went home and i had to make my own bed! so overall i had the worst birthday EVERand my bestest cousins didnt even come over to my house. the best part about my birthday is talking to the only person who really means alot to me (and that person knows who he is)and if you think you are that person but you are not then think again.