i am an idiot

one day which would not be today i got so mad that i went on my email(hotmail) and i did something to it and it said that i could n longer go on it. so now i am totally screwed because i have no way of contacting my friends in italy or cousins in trinidad or anyone other than the people i see everyday. i totally hate myself right now and i feel terrible about it. now the only thing i have is this and noone looks at it any more. because no one has anytime to actually read this and write me back i wish someone did though. it would be nice.

the deal

ok so here's the deal. i am now actually getting used to this eighth grade life. i know how to do my homework and how to get organized and how to do everything basiclly. the only thing is i dont want to go to signet. i miss my old teacher, she used to be so much funa and we could actually talk for the whole period. but know with my new teacher we cant talk, and we have all these projects and so much technological stuff that i dont even know about. i dont even own a video camara. that is how slow i am. i want to quit but signet would look good on my college application. according to my p.e. teacher, we have a really good goalie because she came from godwin. i hope she is really good.

school

well there is only one thing i really need to say about eighth grade, i need to get organized. projects are piling up on me and homework is not that great but i am working on it. i have a A in math which is good and probably have an A in world history along with keyboard and p.e., but then i probably have a B in science, spanish,language arts. so its not that great. but the two projects could have brung my grade up in language arts if i go good grades in them. i am so scared about having bad grades. i cant have bad grades until next year. well i go to go get reday for school.