everything and nothing

well my cousins came over yesterday and stayed for about three hours. my cousins and i did the usual stuff. but i also felt really jealous. my cousinhas her own laptop and her tv works in her room and their whole house is just so amazing. and compared to their house it makes us seem poor. im not really sure if thats a bad thing to be jealous. when they left they also took my brother. he is going over there for the fourth of july even though he went last fourth of july. i dont think its fair that my mom wont let us both go because of the fact that she doenst want to be lonely. thats why we have a cat named aazoo. so that we( me and my brother) can go places and not have to worry about my mom being lonely. so yes my brother is gone and none of my friends are emailing me back, well almost none of them only one person is. i am possibly having the worst summer of my life.